I am supposed to be very happy, its after my midyears, but I dont know why, I just seem to be more upset before my midyrs. I just teared again, for no fucking reason. I hate this kind of feelings. Its like a little bit of sad stuffs from many sources coming together as 1. And it really sucks alot.

If tmrw, you're not online, I'm going to break.
Once again, you've managed to leave me in this kind of situation.
Once again, I had my heart cracked.
Once again, I am going to fall.