everything's unbearable.
i cant live with this family anymore.
there's even difficulties communicating luh.
there's not even 1 person whom i can confide in.
and the only thing i can do is to create this blog.
private and confidential.
only i myself knows it.
and all these posts shall be very private.
and so now i shall depend on this blog.
in case one day i become mad if i bottle everything up.