you were the one who painted my world colourful,
also the one who splashed black paint on it.
you were the one who brought so much happiness to me,
also the one who caused immense pain to me.
you were the one who said forever,
also the one who said said goodbye.
you were the one who made me feel loved,
also the one who made me feel hurt.
you were the one who made me come out and live again,
also the one who made me cower and hide.
you were the one whom i'd never want to lose,
also the one who left me.

why do i seem like the last one to know that you are leaving?