i dont understand why. is it that everyone seems ultimately far from me or is it just me? seriously. whenever i see ppl enjoying in the jc orientations, the first thing that comes to my mind is _l_ i know i shouldnt be thinking this way but, fuck. i miss you guys and all you ppl do is OGOGOGOG FUCK man. you all are drifting away from me and i cannot even do anything. am i supposed to kill all those ppl in your og?! ):